hellos.
lynn suggested that we close down this blog. well, whatever. im not in the best mood to argue now. it is your choice. just tag in the cbox. sighs. is 2-3 years amounted to this? everything has gone down the drain. everything changed. everything changed when we decided to have those damned peace talks. why? because we pointed out clearly the rights and wrongs. that was when everything came to light, and justice prevailed. gawd. i sound so cheesy. but seriously. i know i shouldnt be bringing up old events, but i feel so... cheated. like we have all been denied what could have been blossomed into a wonderful friendship, a friendship that would have made us cherish forever. what went wrong? maybe we didnt click. but if that was the reason, why did this friendship still last a few years? things changed. yeah, things changed. but what changed? our personalities? our character? or isit something else? i dont know too. but, i think god or if it even exists is a bit unfair. well, life never is. but it was just a month or two before we graduated. if that incident didnt happen, maybe we could have left the school with blossoming friendships. bu ti guess we should just focus on the present and stop thinking about the ifs and maybes. what is the point? what is done, is done. i also highlt doubt that we can trust each other again. no, we cant. im sure the mutual trust that existed before has disappeared. gone, just like the wind. okay, i know im starting to get sentimental here. but im sure you agree with me that is the truth.
we predicted that the friendship would never be the same again, and it was true. the incident has stabbed into each of us like a wound. but it stabbed too deep, and the scar will always be there. always. sometimes when i think about it, i feel that fate really likes to play with people. we were robbed... robbed of the friendships that belonged to us. but i guess it isnt up to us to decide who is our bestie, our close friends, our causal friends, our acquaintances, and so on and so forth. but i think that fate has played with us long enough, and it should be time that things be restored. perhaps if we all make the extra effort, it can be restored. perhaps so. but im real tired of ifs, maybes, could-have-beens, and perhaps. why is everything a question mark? surely, we can work together and build back that friendship? well, im going to answer my own question. yes, we can. but only if everyone is willing to. i hope to see your answers in the cbox. and it better be the truth. cos there is really no point lying now. it will just make the whole fiasco seem more lame and pathetic. 7 princesses, united again?
burger, XOXO
